December 17th, 2009 
admin I’m being lazy today. I am hoping that if I take it easy then it will ease my psychosis.
I have this image that keeps popping up in my head. It has been happening for about a month now. I can see myself banging my head against the wall over and over again until I am covered in blood and actually find myself feeling an urge to do it. I know I am going to have to go back to the doctor and get an antipsychotic, but that involves leaving the house and I have had to do enough of that lately. Besides, it is freezing outside.
Adding to my recent woes, I have to go through another period of adjustment. Tomorrow is the beginning of Christmas break and the kids will be out of school until January 7th. It will take me a day or two to get used to them being home all day. It’s not that I mind them being home. It’s just a change that requires adjustment.
Anyway, I am finding other ways to occupy my time during my lazy days. http://www.mentalhealthsocial.com
I spend some time over there and I have made some great friends over there. You won’t find a more supportive group of people. If you want to find me, hop on over there. There is a blue button in the sidebar. Click on that and it will take you to my profile. If you join, be sure to add me as a friend. I would be happy to see some of you over there.
***Be sure to check out Voices of Bipolar Disorder and read my essay! You’ll find the link in the sidebar to the right.
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